Identity crisis

You want to cure me of this epidemic, you call me sick.
I wish I had said it, the words to admit to you who I am.
My entire life I was dealt the wrong hand
and cast aside from the man that I am.


K then!
Do you ever feel like they are treating you in a way that you know that if they actually knew what is going on in your head it would have been different?

Well fuck that! Stop being afraid of the way people might treat you if you tell them what's inside your head. Worst case scenario is you end all alone, but if you don't speak it out you will ultimately end up all alone. So take the risk!

Thoughts bruh! Many thoughts! Like a fucking tornado inside your head swarming around destroying everything that you built. It is like when you are playing SIMCITY™ and you know you are a good mayor and shit then suddenly a volcano errupts or a freaking earthquake happens and everything you ever built gets destroyed in seconds.

Well that's how it feels when you are "sick"

People don't understand what it's like to have them voices in your head.Why would they when even you don't understand why those voices are in your head.

Is it Identity Crisis or is it something deeper?

I’ve never felt so free.
It kills me to hear you say you “choose to love me.”
I was hoping that would be a given, given our history.
I’ve never felt so free, so free